Baki
She/Her
18
December 21
Saffron City
Bi
Gym Leader
Officer
oceans of angels, oceans of stars, down by the sea is where you drown your scars
Innocence Lost [M]
POSTED ON May 25, 2023 4:44:33 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","petalbasetsu"] [attr="class","star1tsu"] [attr="class","circleoutline1tsu"] [attr="class","starimgtsu"] [attr="class","star2tsu"]Darkness closes round you like a bulb and you're sliding into the gullet of a cold and wet forest, a breath that carries with it whispers of a past not yet forgotten. Look up at the trees as they breathe in the twilight, knowing that night is at hand, grasping desperately for the last flicker of light before the night hangs thicker in the air, enveloping the world.[break][break] All things come to an end. Life isn't any different. Children who grow to be adults, adults who pass into old age, and the elderly that pass into death. Just as soon as you come into this region, turn over a new leaf, someone else's life is ending here. This life in a forest, a life spent among flowers and dirt, and the insects that devour them. [break][break] Perhaps it's the same. Perhaps you're looking for someone who doesn't want to be found. Perhaps this life was not what they wanted. [break][break] It's either that, or you're looking for evidence of a body. You think you'd prefer the former. [break][break] There are no qualms about bodies, no misgivings about seeing death, the reality of what it means to surrender to eternity. There is simply a light that doesn't go out. A light of hope in the eyes of the man sitting next to you, who sees the world as if in light even long after the day has passed. Even if the sun were to burn out forever, he would see it, you think. And you wonder if it might not be better that way, to see the world through his eyes. [break][break] But you're cursed with your own, and the sorts of things you've seen across the seas in that black pit of a city. [break][break] You can't help but wonder what kind of person would abandon this place. You simply cannot accept that it was voluntary. Whether it was coercion, whether by force. It is idyllic, perfect in its simplicity. You long to sink into it, this perfection, and become a hermit forevermore. And yet, you wonder if you would ever be free from yourself, to give up everything and give in to the wild.[break][break] ... Yes, that might be it, actually.[break][break] The one reason to leave this place is that you are all you have. [break][break] "What's wrong with creepy things?" [break][break] You ask the question rather rhetorically, hand on your chin as your stare out the window at trees passing by. [break][break] "If you can't open yourself up to being creeped out every now and then, that sounds like a pretty boring life, huh?" [break][break] It isn't a counterpoint. It's simply observation of a life lived on the periphery, the depths of your soul. You evaded comfort and safety, plunged toward the bottom of what this world had to offer willingly. Sought out that which made you uncomfortable and harnessed it as your own. Whether it was because you were bored, or something more, it's hard to say.[break][break] You get out the the car and follow where Voyager leads with his nose. He knows what he's doing. He's the expert. You're along for the ride for now, taking it all in with distant eyes, while your mind's somewhere else.[break][break] "You don't get feelings like this in the city. Someone's lost, it's usually they don't wanna be found, or another person got involved. But sometimes, people just disappear in the forest. [break][break] "Places like these make you paranoid, you can't see what's in the trees. And it's probably not another person. All these stories, like fae kidnapping children, people becoming pokemon as they abandon themselves to the wild... they just don't come up, at all."[break][break] You can see your breath, letting out all the hot air. You're talking just to talk, there's nothing of substance here. You don't know anything at all. You don't even remember the name of the person you're looking for.[break][break] But even so... as light flashes around the room you glance at the remnants of a life that's been abandoned. [break][break] "Nobody just disappears for no reason in the city. 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